Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Life AS I know IT....

As I sit at my desk, surrounded by a noisy environment, I begin to notice that my life took a sudden turn....possibly a turn that I don't personally like. Life as I know it “ain’t no crystal stair”.  When did small, obsolete issues start to affect me so much? WAIT. Could I actually be turning into one of those petty people who are annoyed by every little possible action in life?  Will people label me now as a totally different person?  Let’s hope not….RESUME.  For instance, I was sitting at my desk, minding my own business(listening to Pandora, of course) and two people decide to overcrowd my desk.

person 1: can you show me what i’m doing wrong?

me:  i have no idea…what did you do?

person 2:  once you help her, can you explain how this step should be handled?

me:  what step did you take before the issue occurred?

**my internal voice is screaming….UGH!!!!!  LEAVE ME ALONG!

Personalities, attitudes, traits; all of these things are throughout my life, and yet, I don’t know how to deal with them.  Its one thing to be attacked by a few, but how do you defend yourself against it all.  The first thought that pops in my mind is to become numb and ignore the remarks, questions, or comments; however, it would probably only make my situation unbearable….

SO, my life as I know it….can stand to have a few repairs(for now)….

Soul searching for a Guillory continues….

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